Sweet you Rock and Sweet you Roll

(1) Your gender: female (2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight (3) Single?: yup (4) Want to be?: idk. (5) Your birth day: April 25, 1990 (6) Age you act: um..14 (7) Age you wish you were: 14 (8) Your height: idk haven't measured myself in awhile...5'5 and half i think? (9) The color of your eyes: greenish (10) Happy with it?: mhm (11) The color of your hair: brown (12) Happy with it?: yeah (13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right (14) Your living arrangement?: with both parents (27) Your family: mom, dad, allison (29) What's your job: lol clean for money occasional babysitting.. (30) Piercings?: ears (31) Tattoos?: nope, don't plan on it either (32) Obsessions?: no (35) Do you speak another language? bits of french (36) Have a favorite quote?: can't think of one (37) Do you have a webpage?:can't say i do (38) Do you live in the moment?: if it doesn't involve drama and its fun :) (39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? to a point..unless their being retarded (40) Do you have any secrets?: who doesn't (41) Do you hate yourself?: no (42) Do you like your handwriting?: you mean my scribble? (43) Do you have any bad habits?: probably i just don't notice them. (44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: (45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: hmm...idk good question (46) What's your biggest fear?: dying and being unhappy (47) Can you sing: no but i love to pretend i can (48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no being yourself if cooler. (49) Are you a loner?: nope (51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: lol of course (52) Are you a daredevil?: not really (53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:not right now (54) Are you passive or aggressive?: if im pissed off, watch out and if im in a good mood im normally passive and blow every care away. (55) Have you got a ?: what kind of question is that (56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? weakness is i care too much and strength is being myself (57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: then what? you tell me (58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love (59) How do you vent?: cuss, occasionally throw small objects..isolate myself from everyone (60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no (61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: no, everything is the way its supposed to be (62) Do you think life has been good so far?: yeah (63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: everythings not gonna happen the way you want it, and you only get what you give. (64) What do you like the most about your body?: idk i don't stare at myself (65) And least?: no comment (66) Do you think you are good looking?: um..normal i guess (67) Are you confident?: depends (68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: kelly said hermione? i would hope my hair doesn't look like hers (69) Do people know how you feel?: normally keep it to myself so no. (70) Are you perceived wrongly?: normally not (71) Smoke?: no (72) Do drugs?: no (73) Read the newspaper?: horoscopes count? (74) Pray?:every night (75) Go to church? sometimes (76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: if i know them then i will to entertain myself..but people idk normally don't im me.. (77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yeah and proud of it (78) Take walks in the rain?: not recently (79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yeah as my grandmom said, "don't burn your bridges you might have to cross them later" (80) Drive?: no (81) Like to drive fast?: i wouldn't know, but i do on bumper cars (82) Liked your voice?: i sound like a little kid when im recorded (83) Hurt yourself?: i don't slit my wrists or any of that buisness...but accidents yes. (84) Been out of the country?:yea (85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: you tell me (86) Burped?: who hasn't smart one. (87) Been unfaithful?: to what? (88) Been in love?: no comment (89) Done drugs?: no (90) Gone skinny dipping?: no (92) Had a surgery?: nope (93) Ran away from home?: got as far as the front doorstep (94) Played strip poker: no (95) Gotten beaten up?: no (97) Been picked on?: of course (98) Been on stage?: yup (100) Slept outdoors?: umm...idk maybe (101) Thought about suicide?: yeah thought about how dumb that would be (102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yeah (103) If yes, what is your record?: record? (105) Talked on the phone all night?: never talked on the phone longer than a half hour (107) Slept all day?: off and on (108) Killed someone?: yes thats me, lindsay the killer (109) Made out with a stranger?: no (110) Had sex with a stranger?: no (111) Thought you're going crazy?: not really (112) Kissed the same sex?: no (113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no (114) Been betrayed?: depends on your meaning of betrayed (115) Had a dream that came true?: yeah more than once, creepy (116) Broken the law?: lol maybe i have, maybe i haven't dun dun dun (117) Met a famous person?: does a basketball player at a camp count? i did see leah from real world...but didn't meet her. (118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: poor louie..i left the door open (146) Stolen anything?: no (147) Been on radio/TV.?: i don't think so (148) Been in a mosh-pit?: yeah (149) Had a nervous breakdown?: not nervous (150) Considered religious vocation?: whats a vocation like becoming a nunn? (151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: performance? i don't have audiences(152) Bungee jumped?: no (153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah

Here you can be anything.
I think that scares you.
I've been here before but only by myself.
What giving up gives you and where giving up takes you.
I've had and I've been.
Here in center frame, there's only air.
Just enough space to fit.
I said it out loud over and over but what do I know.
I said it out loud but it did not help.
I'll stop now.
Just so I can hear you I stay up as late as it takes, as long as it takes.
I promised I'd see it again.
I promised I'd see this with you now.

ouch i just fell down the stairs i have headache now

what a crappy day. i've just given up on talking to my mom cause i'll just get my head bitten off and she'll say im being direspectful or i need to work harder geesh i don't care.

spent the whole day working on this stupid essay cause mr kimball wouldn't cut me any slack and give me more time...owell can't wait to get away from catonsville and be in the sunshine. parents are leaving tomorrow for the wedding so me and allison are on our own which is gonna be really nice minus the part of us living off of pizza. basketball tryouts tomorrow....gotta go to bed soon

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